This could turn out to be the worst day of my life. Can a person really make a decision like this? The right decision?
Will I still like myself at 8:00 tonight? Will I like myself at 8:00 tomorrow morning? Will you?
Then, what is it? How much pain is to be endured? How can I think for you? I can't even see straight. Can't move to get out of bed. The only feeling with any clarity is that I want to be numb.
How do I know if your life is full? Isn't that between you and your Maker? How do I know when enough is enough for you? Is this the end you wanted?
Getting ancient; Becoming lame; The cancer; Death at the door. These are the worst tricks that will ever be played on us.
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I feel bad. I know there isnt anything I can do to make it better, but tell you I love you and that your a great brother. Im sorry your having to deal with this.
Thanks Chelsey. Yeah, it's been a hard day. Still is. And then I have to deal with tomorrow as well. But I feel like the best decision was made for Jake. I will miss him everyday.
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